....ak kne kuat....

who am i to say i love u
Who am i to say i miss u
Who am i to say i need u
Bcz u have somebody..

Its not about u n me..its about us..tree of us..

its been so long..more than 1 year..be4 she have someone..feeling nieyh x berubah..great!!!!i proud of it but tok org laen its seem like stupid feeling..love someone yg milik org...its not just lok like but yes it is srupid..its ok..

Now ak realize..how much she need him..how much she love him..and how deep it is..

Nen told me : mah ape yg kt buat nie org panggil sweet surrender..thnks nen its seem baik norr kt nieyh..hahaha

Asrul: ape yg ko buat nieyh org paggl pengorbanan..secrifice..thnks asrul..but im not that "baik"..

But 1 thing je yg ak tau...she love him so much..sepenuh hati..xde sape bole ganti..hopefully dorg happy...

ape ptt ak buat???its really hurt me..but thn its ok..will be ok..chilla...doc love kan..hahahahaha...

and ak knl pon sape yg die syg..
Really nice man..byk dah die secrifice tok cinta die..thn byklah die berubah..baik..penyabar..honest..dan ak ase die nieyh penyimpan..

Honestly ak slalu compare ak ngan die..kelakar giler..hes really niceman..sampai ak ase die baik..camne???and now ak admit mmg die lelaki yg baik..nobody perfect rite..klo ak ase ak baek die lg baek..camne baek nye tuh..dah lah ak nieyh mmg dri azalinye baek...

1st time..if i not mistakenlah kan..ak knl mamat nieyh time akhir2 sem..time tuh die ad kelas..ak kat kelas depan tgh nak print project paper..*hengat oke..nsb trikh ak x hengat..die terjah kelas yg ak duduk then amek kusi..dgn slamber ak ckp "cam nieyh hbs ar kusi dlm kelas nieyh..sume nak amek"sbb before2 tuh ramai dah amek..padehal skt pye byk ar kusi kat situ..mamt nieyh ngan muke bkurnye die letak balik kusi tuh..ak pon ckp ar"joke jelah"..roha mintak maaf ok..afetr die kuar roha trus ckp..dielah mamat tuh..mamat sape??ak da pelik..finally ak tau jgk..dorg skandal and dah couple pon..hebat ckp roro die tau dlu sblm ak yg merangkap sbgai crush die..hmmmgiler ak ad memory ngan competitor..hahahhahaahaaha..its ok i dont mind..

S is very nice man.die baek..joop pn ckp die baik..asrul pon ckp die baik..so mmg die baiklah kan..


every time die ckp die rindu s..ak skt sgt..tp pretend like everything ok n baik2 saje..berjaya ckp ak..mkn lame mkn skt..tp setiap kali ak skt ak akn fkr S..die baik xknlah ak sampai hati nk sktkan hati die..die umpama ubt ketika ak skt..ak x smpai hati nk sktkan hati die..camne tuh hah statement ak..hmm mungkin ak bru sedar ak suke die..mungkin cinta..hahhahahahah..*plz percaya..hahahahah..ok sape percaya die plg hebat..

Now ak byk cite pasal S..ntahlah..mungkin die beruntung..F sgt menyintai die..no one can replace him..i noe that..she madly in love with him..i noe that too..its ok..

Anyversary die dpt rose n big teddy..i noe that too..madly in love with mr.crocs..and i noe tht..crocs tu F slalu peluk time tido..i noe that..

her should be with him..not her..

So what should i do???so????

What to do..love its about pain raite..so???what to do..

curse nen sgt menjadi ok..thnks nen..doa nen makbul ckp..dont mess with nen ok..

im ok with that..doc love kan..hati pon dah hmpir2 tertutup untuk org laen....xtaulah bile terbukak..tkt dah terkunci..kunci nye plak hlgkn..mmg hardcore ar..

At least ak realize..sape ak sbnrnye..its hurt..really hurt..kenyataan mmg slalu menyakitkan..so ape nak di kesahkn..


Closetdevil
Empty..


P/s:hopefully F & S 4 eve..sbb dorg madly in love each other..