my perfect life (PERFECT US)...

LOVE is not my everything without

FRIENDS my life is nothing


this is
perfect me




~nennie trianna~
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin
You're the straw to my berry



~izzat zin~
You can be the captain and I can be your first mate
You're the smoke to my high




~Muhammad Arif~
You can be the hero and I can be your side kick
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces


~rohaya nordin~
you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin
You can be the sweet tooth and I can be the dentist

~jupri arsat~
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper



~wan hafiza~

You can be the heart that I spill on the pages

You can be the chills that I feel on our first date



~MD n Ada n Din n Bobo n Kerol n wani~
you can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as we're together
we're the perfect






I CANT FIND SOMEONE WHOS WORTH MY TIME JUST LIKE MY BEST FRIENDS
Remember when you left one day and turned around to say "your my bestfriend"
And right there you made me cry .
Because I just can't find someone who knows me like FRIENDS do


perfect for FRIENDS

zaihan tahir ~yang
fara amir~yang
nurul ain~baby
azri ismail~awak
arif rosikin~baby

perfect me
LOVE

~uh her~

You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
you're the apple to my pie
You can be the tear that I cry if we ever split

I LOVE the way that you smile
And maybe in just a while
I can see me walk down the aisle


u are not my everything
But see your part of this

~PERFECT ME~

i LOVE u




closetdevil
love my perfect

single jadik double

kawan2 ak dah double skrg~~!!!!
wat i wish happy2 selalu k

Mmg dah couple
Md n Adah
kerol n bobo

baru bercouple

1st wan
2nd nen
3rd bob
4th roro
5th arep


sume2 dah double
ak doakan mane yg mampu kejinjang pelamin sila2 lah ye..

ak x ready lg

ak just hope korg still syg ak..
bukan sng untuk ak trime perubahan
tp itulah yg ak ptt trime untuk kbhgiaan korg


jaga relationship korg

kepada bob jgn garang2 bob bila bercinta
roro jgn malu2 + ego
arep jaga die elok2 ssh nak dpt cinta tuh..
nen bertahan chayyookkk!!!
wan jgn nak kasar2 ok, lembut sikit..

sila dengar kate2 dr love!!!!




wani n eusof
mima n firdaus
bunbun n *alamak lupe plak
han n shafiq
fuza n mamat
xiera n aan
ija n mirza



ak doakan korg happy!!!!



closetdevil
happy for them

~~WHY NOT ME~~

Escaping nights without you with shadows on the wall
My mind is running wild tryin hard not to fall
You told me that you love me but say I'm just a friend
my heart is broken up into pieces

Cos i know i'll never free my soul
it's trapped between true love and being alone
When my eyes are closed the greatest story told
I woke and my dreams are shattered here on the floor

Why oh why tell me why not me
Why oh why we were meant to be
Baby i know i could be all you need
Why oh why oh why

I wanna love you
if you only knew how much i love you
So why not me

The day after tomorrow I'll still be around
To catch you when you fall and ever let you down
you say that we're forever our love will never end
I've tried to come up but it's drowning me to know
you'll never feel my soul
It's trapped between true love and being alone
when my eyes are closed the greatest story told
i woke and my dreams are shattered here on the floor



You won't ever know
How far we can go








CLOSETDEVIL
It's trapped

baik baik sayang

Aku tak ingin kau menangis bersedih

Sudahi air mata darimu

Yang aku ingin arti hadir diriku

Kan menghapus dukamu sayang

Karna bagiku kau kehormatanku

Dengarkan dengakan aku

Hanya satu pintaku untukmu dan hidupku

Baik baik sayang ada aku untukmu

Hanya satu pintaku disiang dan malammu

Baik baik sayang karna aku untukmu

Semua keinginan akan aku lakukan

Sekuat semampuku sayang

Karna bagiku kau kehormatanku

Dengarkan dengakan aku

~~UNI LOVE~~

proud to be them..LOVE>>

proud to be oatian

proud to be halalhippies

proud to be bear & bearies

email yg dihantar pada tarikh 14 may 2010
dan
pada 2 ogos telah dibaca kembali....bayak kali ak baca..
~its like ak review balik hidup ak yg dulu~~

jauh perjalnan ak..


every nites and days ak terfikir..

mcmne ak mampubertahan sampai mcm nieyh..reason ape yg mebuat ak kuat..






still lg mencari reason tuhh...

closetdevil
miss someone..

hidup dulu



+happy
+x pening kapla
+buat jewh ape yg nak buat
+xde org kontrol
+bebas


sekarang

+penat
+tiap2 hari pening kapla
+semua tersekat
+x bebas



perubahan yg x best tp !
1 jewh ak realize ak dah besar!!!!




rutin 6.30 strt kerje until 9pm...including weekend!!!
no more cuti2 malaysia no more tgk2 wayang no more lepak2 no more shopping(xde time lgsung)..no more hidup senang2....:(

stressss nak mampos keje cam nieyh!!!!



ak rindu ibu :(
ak rindu bear & bearies
ak rndu hallal hippies
ak rindu han fuza ija xiera
ak rindu OATian
ak rindu chen


~ak rindu ima yg dulu~



Doa ak
ak bukan nak kaya tp nak senag dikemudian hari
ak bukan nak belagak tp nak membantu org sekeliling ak...
ak mampu bantu kawan diperlukan
ak hidup disisi nye..

Niat ak
ak buat sume nieyh bukan 100% untuk ak..
tp
ibu ak aka family ak.bear & bearies.halalhippies.oatian.princess.uh her.and outsiders yg senasib ngan ak!!!


...Senang ak bermakna senang semua...



for bear & bearies
ak syg korg sgt2..ak hope bob nen roro wan bobo arip md adah faham ape ak cube buat....sorry ak less and less time ngan korg..seyesly ak rindu korg sgt2..ak rindu sgt2...


somehow ak jeles ngan fara skrg...being with korg..no limit time..kdg2 ak dapat ase die penganti ak dlm bear & bearies..sedih x terkata tp itulah hakikatnye~~ak hope korg x pernah lupe ak.. plss jgn lupe kan ak!!!

ak xnk jadik faiz
ak xnk jadik joop

hilang ntah kemana..

ak syg korg sgt2...bg ak mase untuk stabilkan semua bende...
ak akn patah balik..ak just hope ak x terlambat...

sbb ak syg korg sgt2..to much!!!

same goes to kawan2 ak yg lain wani.mima.ernee.han.fuza.ija.xiera.oatian.!!!!




closetdevil.
~having a hard time~